Tonight we watched a movie called 'Post Grad', and the main character's boyfriend looked a lot like my second boyfriend, Lex; he walks the same, talks the same, even some of the story line are similar.
For some reason these days, things kept reminding me off him, it seems like I've been living off the happy memories of when Lex and I were together. Remembering the time when we first meet, the times when we went out, our first kiss together, the time when he picked me my first rose from the garden... it was so simple, but we were just so happy together.
We meet at a space camp during school. When I first noticed him was when I was walking down to breakfast; he was in his short shorts and trainers, puffing his lungs out from running training. To be honest, I thought he was kinda dorky, so didn't pay much attention to him.
The next contact we had was during a project, our group was in trouble and we needed a pair of scissors, so I ran over to his group (well, more like tootled over :S) and pretty much demanded him to get me one. He was very shy but kind, he listened and got me theirs.
After that, we were eating at the canteen, I was with my friend Allen, and Lex was the only one left eating except for us. I felt sorry for him that he had no friends, so I asked him to come over and sit with us. I don't think he wanted to, but he was too shy to say no, so he listened and came over. I remember asking him his name numerous times, it was embarrassing. I kept thinking that his name was Fred for some odd reason. He must have thought I had a memory like a gold fish or something. :P
I don't remember how we got each others numbers, but I texted him at 'lights out' to see if he wanted to watch some tv with me at the common room. However, by the time he got there, the room was already locked, so we ended up trying to get back in the dorms to find ourselves locked out! Thank God that his room was on ground level and his window was open so we could climb in. I was the first one trying to get through the window, but I had some trouble (fat butt), so he pretty much shoved me in.
After we got in, he wasn't tired and neither was I, so we decided to have a chat and hang out for a while. I remember that it was getting rather stuffy in the room at one point, so he started taking off his jumper. Half way through, with his head stuck in the jumper he asked if it was ok with me. I thought to myself "well this guy couldn't get anymore adorable than this... silly goose" I said it's ok in the end obviously, which girl wouldn't! lol
We were laying on the bed talking for ages about pretty much nothing, then he started to fall asleep, so I thought of a serious question to ask him hoping that it would surprise him and wake him up a little. I asked him "Do you like me?" I was expecting "huh? What? ...ummm no!", but instead I got "yer... a lot." I was so stunned by the response myself that I nearly fell off the bed, I really didn't see that coming. I got rather curious about this boy, so I asked "eeerrr... why do you like me? ... a lot.", "umm.. I don't know... umm... because you are funny, different than any other girls I've ever meet... and also very beautiful." OMG! My face must had went bright red, but thanks God that it was dark so he couldn't see. I didn't know what to say to that, I thought he was going to stop at 'I don't know...', so all I could do was to stare at him with a surprised face.
"ummm... what...?" he asked finally realized that I wasn't talking anymore. I snapped back just in time to give him a smile in response, I was flattered to heaven almost! From that moment on I know I would remember the first time I fell in love, it was like a bee desires for honey... magical.
Simple, sweet, like an easy summer breeze... I need to find that kind of love, 'cause that's what I want.
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