Distraction, a loved but unwanted text came up. Just so how does it work? It has always been his choice, because I let him. I could only blame myself for how we ended up, I loved you too much, I hate it. I allowed myself to eat too much junk food, and now I'm suffering to find my old self.
Life be harsh on me, but did she really love you more than I did? Are you truly happy with her? Why do you expect me to put up a smile for you every time you mention her name? I can't promise I won't cry, but if it really hurts you, I will try and hide it.
I wish you could understand, but deep down we both know that I'm only what you want, not what you need. I'm sorry that I'm not pure enough for you, I'm sorry that I'm not capable of letting you go, but if you are willing to give me time, I promise I would force myself to walk away from you.
It has always been your choice before, but not anymore...
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